I can’t believe that I am doing this but sometimes one can be tired of feeling invisible.  We’re not talking the suicidal type but, you know, the type we’re you feel like you can be easily over looked because your personality doesn’t demand attention.  It is weird the amount of preparation needed in order to be fake.  specifically:  My cousin’s wedding is coming up this weekend and I am left feeling a bit disoriented about the idea that I am not with someone.  When exactly did my self worth become attach to a man?  Not to say that I am one of those feminist type who hates the idea of a man. But until it comes for me should I just be miserable?